aria: ([avengers] thor)
( Apr. 17th, 2018 02:31 pm)
Here's the vid I made that premiered at BP! It's genuinely just about my ENDLESS THOR FEELINGS, and I'm here to hopefully give you some of them too :D

Thunder
by Aria
fandom: Thor
music: Imagine Dragons - Thunder
summary: Because that's what heroes do.
content notes: quick cuts/flashes. so many flashes, y'all, half this vid is lightning.
download: 137MB mp4 via dropbox

Embed and lyrics under the cut. )
aria: ([aria] whee!)
( Jan. 1st, 2018 12:25 pm)
For Yuletide this year I just wrote the one fic:

Staunch, Jesper/Wylan
Saying it was much more difficult than Jesper had anticipated. "I think I have to work out how ... how to be a Grisha."

This one was such fun to do; Jesper is kind of my favorite (they're all my favorite) and I enjoyed making him work for it but also giving him nice things.
And then today I woke up to a Yuletide treat!

More than Gold, Road to El Dorado, a lovely little post-movie Chel/Miguel/Tulio fic! Chel is great at grifting, Tulio is maybe jealous of Miguel and Chel kissing, Miguel is maybe jealous of Chel being in their con partnership, everything works out very well and is what I always want from my El Dorado fic.

Christmas Lord of the Rings marathon, incidentally, was AMAZING -- by now we've seen it so often that we talked through the whole thing, mostly about our endless feelings and about several AUs where Boromir lives, though I did also make the mistake of early on saying "Name of your sex tape!" I think in response to Saruman's portentous "the union of the two towers," and by the back half of Return of the King we were all yelling NAME OF YOUR SEX TAPE at every viable opportunity. I'm just ... so happy about that? Lord of the Rings was deeply special to me when I was twelve and alone in a small town, and now I have friends who come over and make many weird inappropriate jokes and love it with me, and it's the very best.
aria: ([misc] cocoa)
( Dec. 25th, 2017 08:44 am)
On this fine Christmas morning I have been greeted with [a] freEZING RAIN C'MON BOSTON and [b] an excellent Yuletide fic under the virtual tree!

Perambulation, Wayfarers! This fic is mostly about post-book Ohan, but it's also about Dr Chef, and glimpses of the whole crew being family, and it's just so heartwarming and lovely and does a lot in a small amount of space.

Eventually I'm going to get up, and make a ridiculous amount of tasty food for several friends while we all watch Lord of the Rings all day, but meantime I'm sitting in bed with my laptop and beginning my perusal of the Yuletide archive. Mmm :)
aria: ([avengers] thor)
( Dec. 11th, 2017 05:41 pm)
It took me a month, but I have channeled some of my Ragnarok feelings into a fic!

Rebuild All Your Ruins, Thor/Loki
"Loki," Thor says, "why did you come back?"

(In a weird way this is the same fic as Shatter? Like, it really isn't, this is a bottle episode on a spaceship, not a Loki-is-banished-instead first movie AU, but the character trajectories are similar, just from the opposite end of Thor and Loki's arcs!! Which means that instead of talking about feelings while Loki rage-cries and threatens Thor with knives, now they talk about their feelings while drinking the Valkyrie's liquor together. ENJOY.)
It turns out that MAYBE THIS IS A FUN ACTION FLICK AND I HAVE TOO MANY EMOTIONS was really selling Ragnarok short, because while it is a fun action flick, and I do have many, many emotions about Thor as both a character and a storyline that I've been harboring since 2011, it turns out that this movie deserves and stands up to being thoughtfully delved into! I've been enjoying everyone's meta about it a whole lot, and also feeling wildly grateful that I love something that apparently loves me reciprocally on an intellectual and thematic level, because damn.

Anyway, I ended up having more thoughts about Ragnarok that are too long/potentially spoilery for twitter! under the cut )
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( Oct. 4th, 2017 01:07 pm)
It's that time of year again! YAY YULETIDE. Letter beneath the cut. )
So I've only been working on this fic, on and off, since the last HP movie came out. Never say I don't eventually finish my beloved old WIPs.

Geometry of the Impossible, Remus/Sirius/James/Lily
"I don't think Lily nor James would be very happy if I did his courting for him," Remus said. He saw that Sirius' face was fixed into blank patience, and had a flash of desire to snarl and go for Sirius' throat, because he might at least understand that. "Look. There are comical farces written around your idea, and I'm not terribly keen on having Lily fall for me instead --"

Please enjoy 21k of Teenage Werewolf Disaster :DDD
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( Jan. 25th, 2017 04:04 pm)
Dusting off Dreamwidth because I actually have a longform post! Here, I'm feeling helpless and sad this week in the face of current politics, so I wrote up a bunch of feelings about being Jewish American! Idk idk have some navel-gazing.

I don't remember learning I was Jewish. )
aria: ([avengers] god of mischief)
( Nov. 29th, 2016 04:21 pm)
Hahaha well I'm not going to hit 50k on NaNo this year but I AM going to finish up a bunch of WIPs! Today's offering:

Midwinter, Thor/Loki
All Loki has to do is say yes, go, and Thor will leave, and perhaps for some time things will be painfully awkward but they will be safe. Loki does not even have to tell Thor he doesn't want it, does not have to make himself convincing. If he can just bring himself to say it --

Tbh this fic is VERY 2012 in the sense that it is literally just fluffy teenage Asgardian banging, please enjoy this magical journey to a more innocent time.
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( Nov. 28th, 2016 06:44 pm)
Have I ... have I really not posted a non-D&D fic since 2014?? APPARENTLY SO. Okay then! Today I break that terrible drought with Dragon Age fic -- because, while I understand that coding poly into the Dragon Age games would be an IMMENSE pain, I treat them like dating sims and I feel personally affronted that I cannot date several of my favorite romanceable options at once! I feel so affronted that I wrote ... 15k about it.

House of Three, Cullen/Inquisitor/Josephine.

"Here's the Orlaisian part," the Inquisitor says. "Assuming you're both amenable, I'd like to try relationships with both of you, with your full knowledge and consent."

"Oh," says Cullen. "That is ... terribly Orlaisian, yes."


For my lovely friend Sheila, whose Inquisitor characterization I didn't really end up using but whose enthusiasm for this OT3 convinced me that I had at least an audience of one for my self-indulgence. Thanks, hon <333
One day I'll probably finish some of my fic WIPs, but in the meantime I am apparently FULL OF VIDS. This one: ostensibly a Lord of the Rings vid, actually a lot about my Silmarillion feelings.

Valinor (Let Me Go)
by Aria
fandom: Lord of the Rings
music: Vienna Teng - Copenhagen (Let Me Go)
summary: Maybe this is a test.
download: 131MB mp4 via dropbox

Embed and lyrics under the cut. )
aria: ([avengers] natasha)
( Apr. 1st, 2016 11:27 am)
Okay so apparently now that I've posted a first vid I'm like "well I have several others that I was using to practice vidding but am quite proud of! Time to dust them off and post those too!" And so:

Bulletproof
by Aria
fandom: Avengers
music: My Chemical Romance - Bulletproof Heart
summary: Gravity don't mean too much to me.
download: 104MB mp4 via dropbox

Embed and lyrics under the cut. )
the mother we share
by Aria
fandom: Thor
music: CHVRCHES - The Mother We Share
summary: The way is long but you can make it easy on me.
download: 125MB mp4 via dropbox
notes: Baby's first vid! AHHHH. With thanks to [personal profile] scribe for showing me how to do any of this. A Christmas present for [personal profile] filia_belialis, shown to them at the appropriate time but uploaded super late.

Embed and lyrics under the cut. )
This spring I am ORGANIZING MY LIFE! I have realized that my online presence at this point relies heavily on my ability to access places via my phone, which is a big reason Twitter is the place I'm at; like a fool I also recently got the Facebook app, because I ... want to stay in touch with coworkers and family, I guess? I'm honestly not sure, but what I do know is that I feel delightfully organized in my online presence; additionally, for the first time in actual years, I went through and organized my WIP folder, and got it down from ~140 to ~30 documents. I am deeply hoping that this spring I'll be able to emerge like a beautiful fandom butterfly from my chrysalis of mostly-rl nerd interaction, and start posting many things that are technically WIPs but ALMOST in shape to be set free into the world. (At the moment, f'rinstance, I'm trying to export my first ever kinda-presentable vid! AHHHHH.)

Fandom-wise lately I have:

+ joined a (semi-local) book club -- just read The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison for it, and oh my gosh if you like political fantasy you should read the HELL out of it, the main character is such a cinnamon roll and I enjoyed it so thoroughly

+ continued being obsessed with our D&D campaign! we're in the sequel to Planeshift, and Mistworld is to Planeshift as Torchwood is to Doctor Who -- we're all playing MASSIVE failboats who sleep with everyone, and we've now time-traveled and destroyed the timeline on TWO SEPARATE OCCASIONS, this is so fun

+ recently mainlined allll of Hannibal with [personal profile] feedingonwind and [profile] filiabelialis; knowing Amiel and I, and also J's enthusiastic enabling, I am so so tempted to write a murderfamily fic, but meanwhile, oh my gosh I'm amazed that I was able to watch it?? friends watching with me was INVALUABLE, and I still watched a good third of it through my hands while screaming quietly

+ SUPER recently, ie as of last night, finished mainlining Sense8, which was many things both good and bad but which has immediately taken a special place in my heart for including a queer relationship that felt so much like my own/so much like home that pretty much every single time Nomi and Amanita were onscreen together I just sort of clutched Amiel's hand and tried not to make soft keening noises

I think that's it! Gosh how does one even conclude a DW entry, I mean REALLY, several years of mostly microblogging has put me very out of habit for this. HI GUYS, I guess :)
aria: ([avengers] god of mischief)
( Oct. 21st, 2015 11:03 am)
[Nb: this is a gift for a fanworks exchange my D&D group is holding, but it is ALSO a sincere show primer for the fake TV show we have too many feelings about, and you should read it! YES YOU.]


I've been yelling about my new favorite TV show for months, but I haven't actually given an explanatory write-up! I realize that, sitting down to write this literally a minute after finishing my rewatch of the finale (with the tears still drying on my cheeks, I kid you not) I am ... perhaps not best equipped to give a sane and nuanced Show Is Awesome post. Nevertheless.

So there's this show. It started as a vanity project and a love letter to D&D, and especially in first season it feels like a pleasant romp through a fairly generic fantasyland -- though even then, the characters are delightful, and it's already playing hard with ye olde fantasy tropes -- and somehow spiraled into one of the best apocalyptic epics I've ever had the joy of watching. There was a certain magic to watching it week by week as it aired, and also a certain terror, because something this good couldn't possibly get renewed for all four seasons the show bible had mapped out -- but then, this show was clearly the best thing SyFy had on air since Battlestar Galactica ended (and lbr it was way better than BSG at never going off the rails for more than an episode). I turned right around and watched it all again as soon as it was done, and mainlining the whole thing is also wonderful -- good foreshadowing, lovely character arcs.

Seriously, this show. As I mentioned, it plays with fantasy tropes (some harder than others, my personal fav being "the half-orc introduced as a minor villain in episode two ends up being one of the protags by the end of the show"); it has, I am entirely serious, eight out of nine main cast members who are women; it has a higher percentage of POC in the cast than almost any other show I can think of; it is so queer. So, so queer, not only in the sense that it has m/m and f/f canon pairings, but a main cast member who is trans*, and several who are canonically ace, and a canon poly relationship configuration. (This last is ... kinda problematic, and there's plenty of meta out there about that one, but hahaha I love the Disaster OT4 so much, I don't care.) This show is straight-up amazing.

Also, if you don't actually want to read a huge primer about it, I was yelling with filiabelialis about the show in chat, and they said, "I was just thinking about how I'd pitch it! Like if you took Rat Queens and gave it character dynamics and a plot like Fullmetal Alchemist, but live action with a staggeringly awesome cast." PRETTY MUCH. But if that isn't enough to intrigue you:

The show is Planeshift, and I'm here to tell you why it's so awesome. Hopefully I can accomplish that without too many major spoilers, because I deeply enjoyed navigating the show blind.

So five D&D PCs walk into a bar... )

Planeshift only just finished airing, too! You can probably still find most of it on Hulu, so run, don't walk, and buy the full boxed set when it comes out, IO9 tells me there's going to be tons of delightful behind-the-scenes cast adorableness and a few deleted scenes and I wouldn't miss it for the world.
aria: ([lord of the rings] bilbo)
( Feb. 3rd, 2015 04:35 pm)
Boston is buried under several feet of snow! HAPPY WINTER. (I ... don't mean that too sarcastically, but I'd really love to get my serious snow December and January, not February and probably March.)

Things I am currently feeling fannish about:

+ Highlander, which I've been watching with [personal profile] thewrongkindofpc. We did the Methos watch, as one does, and had lots of messy feelings all over each other; then we made the mistake of watching the '80s movie and realizing how much we actually like Duncan MacLeod too! (Um. In comparison to Connor, and also for himself.) Spiraled into watching the pilot of the show, have now made a horrible pact to actually do a Complete Best Of rather than just a Methos watch.

+ Planeshift, ie our D&D campaign, which as of this last week is over! WE ALL SURVIVED. Last week we had a coronation and a wedding, and then a postmortem to ask Housemate A about plot threads and to tell the epilogues for our own characters. I'm a bit verklempt about the whole thing, and also need to write weird poly futurefic because of course I do.

+ Avatar and Korra! I'm watching Avatar with Amiel, and Korra with Coworker E, which is cool to do concurrently! I also have complicated feelings about the ending of Korra (which can be summarized with "I'm so glad they went there but I wanted TEXT, not word of god, I'd rather have a textual queer kiss with not enough buildup than almost enough buildup with the implication that queer kissing will happen soon"); but what a good good world. Maybe I will end up writing some Korrasami.

+ Uhhh so A and I are watching anime together? Right now we're in the middle of this gorgeously-animated super homoerotic high school swimming anime called Free! and there are apparently 7764 fics for it on the AO3 because the gods love me or at least have a weird sense of humor. Will I actually go down some sort of fic rabbit hole for a ridiculous sports anime? POSSIBLY.

+ Marvel as ever. I am SO BEHIND on my various Thor and Loki comics, oops, although the tumblr scans I keep catching look wonderful. I am all caught up on Agent Carter and am only hearing the echoes of the tumblr wank (where ... people are pulling the "if it's feminist how dare you say it's racist" thing or something?) but idk, all I know is that it's a Marvel show that's better than SHIELD and I ship Peggy/Angie like burning. (And also damn is it white.) I also accidentally outlined a whole post-Thor 2 fic with Amiel yesterday, as one does, and I have no idea who the audience for it is, because it's a Thor/Jane fic that is mostly political thriller and has weird incest overtones that never get resolved. OOPS.

+ The Silmarillion! Amiel and I are doing a readthrough together, assigning ourselves ~50 pages a week, and mostly having lots of Melkor feelings at each other. I'm considering also doing a Lord of the Rings reread alongside it; I like to do occasional rereads, and I think the last one was in 2009, so it's very much time. (And then maybe I will finally write the Frodo/Sam fic that's been struggling to get out since I was ten if only I could figure it out properly.)

Anyway, it's very nice to feel cozily polyfannish right now, but this month I intend to WRITE things about it.
aria: ([avengers] thor)
( Dec. 27th, 2014 04:11 pm)
My birthday this year has been very weird! I intended to have a leisurely morning, go for hot chocolate and the Into the Woods film, and grab birthday drinks with Verity after. Instead I woke up, was promptly ill, grabbed a heating pad, and went back to bed until 2. I'm feeling loads better now, though, and I will still see Verity today, albeit when she swings by my apartment to give me a hug, because I am not going for drinks today. And then I'll probably go see evening Into the Woods after all! So today is fine, just ... weird.

It did make me realize, though, that on this the anniversary of my birth I have ... become an adult who can take care of herself? I absolutely wished someone else was home to bring me water and pet my head soothingly, but I have kept myself hydrated and fed and rested! I know this is a little silly; it's not the first time I've done this. But it's about a larger pattern. When I was visiting my parents last week, telling them about my job, and my sweeties, and how the roomies and I are going to start looking for a new apartment soon, and the various creative projects I'm working on, I realized that the flavor of seeking advice and approval wasn't there any longer. I am (family cell plan excepted) a financially independent human! I don't really need my parents' help! (Okay, except with taxes.) I ... really need to make a doctor's appointment! But I do feel like I've leveled up, in a way I haven't since college, and thank goodness, it was about time to stop feeling like I was muddling about and start to feel like I'm properly managing. Adulthood!

I will now use my adulthood to go to the movies and probably cry all over everything, the way I always do at musicals. Yes good.
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( Dec. 25th, 2014 11:37 am)
Haha perhaps I will do more of the December posting meme in January...

Happy Christmas/Yuletide/Thursday! I am having a quiet day at home with Verity; so far we have exchanged gifts (frying pan for her, art of my D&D character for me!!!) and watched some vids and snuggled. Holiday gifting has been spread out a lot for me this year: a white elephant swap at J's house a few weeks ago, roomie gift exchange when both of them get back at the end of this week. I think I like having a slow lingering December like this.

Started this post while Verity was in the shower, but now she's back, sitting on a couch and blowing bubbles in order to taunt the cat, so, yep, that's how I'm spending Christmas. Up soon: my birthday, possibly posts about the third Hobbit and the Korra finale. I hope everyone's having a good day <333
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