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([personal profile] troisoiseaux May. 17th, 2026 10:19 am)
Hopping on the bandwagon from various, including [personal profile] chestnut_pod and [personal profile] ermingarden:

1. Take five books off your bookshelf. I selected mine from the Pile of Shame that I haven't gotten around to reading yet: The Dark Is Rising by Susan Cooper, The Day the Leader Was Killed by Naguib Mahfouz, The Unknown Shore by Patrick O'Brian, The Gods Are Thirsty by Tanith Lee, and Arthur Rex by Thomas Berger.

2. Book #1 -- first sentence: "Too many!" James shouted, and slammed the door behind him.

3. Book #2 -- last sentence on page fifty: "Hear, hear! Marvel at that modern dervish," cried the man sarcastically.

4. Book #3 -- second sentence on page one hundred: He replied with a very cynical degree of asperity, damning my eyes, damning my blood and liver, no he would not hold my serpent and who did I think he was?

5. Book #4 -- next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty: By the rule of the duelist's code, the second shot is ours.

6. Book #5 -- final sentence of the book: But in these fair laps we must leave King Arthur, who was never historical, but everything he did was true.

7. Make the five sentences into a paragraph:

"Too many!" James shouted, and slammed the door behind him. "By the rule of the duelist's code, the second shot is ours. He replied with a very cynical degree of asperity, damning my eyes, damning my blood and liver, no he would not hold my serpent and who did I think he was?"

"Hear, hear! Marvel at that modern dervish," cried the man sarcastically. "But in these fair laps we must leave King Arthur, who was never historical, but everything he did was true."

...yeah, I got absolutely nothing ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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([personal profile] skygiants May. 16th, 2026 07:53 am)
I do think there is a particular charm, a particular interest, in a biographer who is really visibly in love with their subject. Like, you probably wouldn't want it in every biography. But it's nice to know that the author really extremely wants to be there. It gives an enjoyable sort of tension to the reading experience: at what point is the book going to go off-the-rails because the author has spontaneously transmigrated back to 1931 in a doomed attempt to alter the course of history and fix Buster Keaton's Hollywood career with the power of her passion alone? It could happen! It feels like everything has been foreshadowing it!

Obviously Camera Man: Buster Keaton, the Dawn of Cinema, and the Invention of the of the Twentieth Century does not in fact go off the rails in this way, it does actually remain an interesting and readable biography that uses Keaton's life and career as a jumping-off point to explore the times in which he lived. In the book's introduction, Stevens explains that her fascination with Keaton is such that whenever I heard about something that took place between 1895 and 1966, I found myself trying to fit that event or phenomenon into the puzzle of his life and work. (She also uses the introduction to share a poem she wrote about Keaton. It's not bad!) Anyway, this is a pretty fruitful methodology that leads her to down various side paths to explore not just the history of early cinema but other twentieth-century touchstones such as changing child labor laws, vaudeville and minstrel shows, the rise of Alcoholics' Anonymous, and the career of F. Scott Fitzgerald.*

Often these aren't things that directly impacted Keaton -- Keaton never participated in AA, for example; by the time the program started to gain popularity, Keaton had already hit his rock bottom and come out the other side -- but they run along parallel tracks, such that Keaton's life casts a mirror on the phenomenon or vice versa, or there's an interesting alternate pathway to be imagined where they did indeed intersect. Keaton and Chaplin only worked together once, but you can't help but compare/contrast their trajectories; Keaton and Fitzgerald may never even have met at all, but the downward arcs of their careers were both intertwined with MGM executive Irving Thalberg, on whom Fitzgerald based his last novel.

(Also, it can't have helped with Fitzgerald's fascination, says Stevens, that Thalberg was also extraordinarily good-looking, slight-framed and serious-faced, with large, liquid brown eyes and wavy black hair -- an appearance not unlike that of a certain slapstick comedian whose contract his company had just acquired. We DON'T know they met but we DO know that if they did, Fitzgerald would CERTAINLY have thought Keaton was hot!)

It feels, in other words, like exactly what it is -- a book written by a person whose obsession with one individual has led them down a number of other interesting rabbitholes, to fruitful if not entirely cohesive results. If Keaton had been a fictional character, this might have been a 120K fanfic with a number of beautifully researched, oddly specific chapters. Because Keaton is a real person, we got this book. I had a great time!
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([personal profile] china_shop May. 16th, 2026 05:18 pm)
Another one gleaned from [personal profile] maevedarcy. I did this a few days ago and then felt weird about posting it because of the number of non-answers. But hey.


My concerts!!!
My first concert was: Billy Joel at Athletic Park. I was sixteen, and the bass was so loud I could feel it thumping in my ribcage.
My first music festival was: n/a
My last concert was: probably Sophie and The Realistic Expectations, more than ten years ago. I don't go out much.
My next concert will be: n/a
The artist/band I've seen the most times is: Sophie and The Realistic Expectations, I'm guessing. (My ex (even then, my ex) was in the band and the covers were great, so I went to quite a few of their gigs.)
A concert I wish I could have gone to: n/a. I did enjoy being across the city from an Ed Sheeran concert, on a warm still night, and being able to make out through the open window what song he was playing.
A concert that meant a lot to me: Ani DiFranco at the James Cabaret in Wellington, 2000. It was my second time seeing her, and I was so blown away that afterwards I couldn't speak for about an hour.
A concert that healed me somehow: n/a
If I could re-live only one concert I'd choose: Ani DiFranco at the Powerhouse in Auckland, late 1990s. Partly because afterwards we swam at Red Beach, and there was phosphorescent algae in the sea. A magical night. (Runner up: Melissa Etheridge at Queen's Wharf in the late 1990s; I think I'd appreciate her more now.)
A concert that I'm glad has been preserved by the internet: n/a
An artist I would have loved to see in concert: no strong opinions on this. I avoid crowds, and though experiencing a performance live can be a thrill, I glom onto songs more than artists. ETA: Oh wait, I think Gin Wigmore would be a blast, especially in a smaller venue. Her voice is outstanding.
An artist whose concerts I just don't miss: n/a
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([personal profile] snickfic May. 15th, 2026 01:56 pm)
Heated Rivalry
i know where to draw the line by [archiveofourown.org profile] magneticwave
Shane/Ilya, 62k. After a rough few years with San Francisco, Ilya signs with Hollander's Metros as a restricted free agent. A fun canon divergence AU, very funny, many lines so funny I had to DM to the friend who recced them to me. A few thousand words in I was like I have to find out who this author is, and of course it's magneticwave, who wrote some great Sid/Geno fic way back when. An all-round delight of a fic.

Formula 1 RPF
For about a week last year I was reading F1 RPF, and friends, it was like I'd been directly transported to hockey fandom circa 2015. Crunchy character dynamics, lots of porn written by adults, cracked out porn premises treated totally seriously. Somehow F1 is like twice as big as hockey RPF on AO3 now, despite having only really existed for about four years? Anyway here are my two favorites.

crash landers by [archiveofourown.org profile] crescenteluce
Oscar Piastri/Carlos Sainz Jr, 58k. Carlos is so obviously an alpha that Oscar has never considered anything else until Carlos goes into heat. Classic omegaverse combined with classic pining of the kind where everywhere is just fundamentally unable to see past their own messy issues... until they finally do, and it's so satisfying. I cried a bunch of times reading this.

like milk from a baby by [archiveofourown.org profile] higgsbosonblues
Lando Norris/Oscar Piastri, 5k. Sometimes Lando needs to lay eggs, and this time he's asked Oscar for help. YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN about 2015 hockey fandom!! If you too reminisce about weird xenobio kinkfic, this is for you.
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([personal profile] blotthis May. 15th, 2026 09:31 am)
Finished Half Magic yesterday! Somehow for the first time. Wild. I picked it up because I'd added Seven-day Magic to my TBR because it was on someone's 100 books list and was going to pick it up, when the library told me it was the seventh in a series. "Oh I see! My mistake!" And here we are. 

Eager apparently wrote it for his kids after discovering E. Nesbit, and It Shows. The premise of Half Magic is nearly the same as Five Children and It: Four+ siblings find a wish-delivering [fairy/coin], which, for the most part, causes more problems than it doesn't. However, they have a grand time, overall, and, when you think about it, Probably Learned Something. Both books have a terrific grasp of sibling dynamics and of authorial voice; both books are episodic, including one to Chivalric Times; ...both books have "yikes" attitudes about gender, race and class. 

They're fine! I loved Five Children when I read it as a kid and was disappointed to find it didn't hold up to my narrative interests as an adult, but both are really interested in the childhood as she is lived (for a certain white and more-affluent-than-they-think class of child) and magic as same. There's a bit in Half Magic where Eager discusses the relief and kind-of-magic of encountering an adult that 1) knows they're an adult, 2) knows you're a kid, and 3) thinks you can have a relationship anyway. I think both these books have something of that in them. 

Also played two free deduction-type games yesterday! Yesterday I accomplished very little! 

The Archives of Trevosa is a The Roottrees Are Dead-alike, in that someone has come to you with a collection of documents and asked you to figure out their family tree in order to solve an inheritance problem. The wrinkle in this one is two-fold: The documents are from a country called Trevosa, whose language has not been fully translated, and when you search the documents for a term, only the first three documents will show up. So there's some note-taking and creative termsearching involved! It's a quick game, but it's a good time. Some cute Easter eggs. 

The Red Pearls of Borneo is a Type Help-alike, in that someone has come to you with the story of a bunch of people who died on the same day, and given a few documents, you must use your special powers (in this case, being psychic), to figure out not only everyone's name and face, but which room they were in at which time. It took me about four hours to finish the whole thing, including the two side stories. 

It is kind of a downer!! Unlike Dinn and Type Help, which are horror stories, or Trevosa and Roottrees, which are part family drama part another ingredient, Borneo is about the escalation of the war in the Pacific during WWII, filtered through the experiences of folks living on a tobacco plantation in Borneo. It--maybe even more than Dinn, although it's been a long time--is successful at telling a narrative with character stakes. So it's kind of a bummer that people die. I honestly kind of forgot they were all supposed to die! That's on me... Much sadder than the other four I've played. 

Worth noting, that although there's some clear authorial awareness about Colonialism, most of the characters are British colonists, and they don't have any. You can also opt in or out to period-accurate racial slurs against the Japanese. Not complaining, but it's an interesting choice, given who were global colonizing powers in the area at the time--there's no such option given for cleaning up how the Brits talked about indigenous Borneans. In fairness, it's not really through racial slurs in the same way, within the game. Although of course they're still racist. One can also unlock "glossary" (not what that means......) entries that are nonfiction overviews of different economic, political, etc. forces at large at the time. I know very little about it, to be honest, but it seems the kind of well researched that bespeaks a guy for whom this is his Special Interest... It's also available in English and Chinese!

Both Trevosa and Pearls are apparently still in development, so, idk, watch this space? Watch those spaces? I will do a bad job of keeping track of it myself, but someday maybe I'll come back to them... Roottrees DLC I still won't pay 20 dollars for you.... 
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([personal profile] china_shop May. 15th, 2026 06:20 pm)
Pandemic life
Some reckless indoor eating with my parents (when the more outdoorish area was unexpectedly booked for an event), and Andrew is working on site for the first time in six years. What could go wrong? *knocks on wood*

Previous poll review
In the Sailing the seas poll, 67.6% of respondents said they prefer ship fic to untangle a thicket of character issues before smooshing, and 67.6% also said, "and/or during". In ticky-boxes, bumble bees with trombones came third, baking came second, and hugs came first. Thank you for your votes! ♥

Reading
I've just finished the latest Murderbot. It was enjoyable enough. (Except for the first four novellas, which I loved unreservedly, I tend to click with them more on the re-read when I have a better idea what the action scenes and security logistics are in aid of.)

Andrew and I started Cetaganda by Bujold over the dishes last night.

A little bit of fanfic, which convinced me I should be reading more in ebook (audio leads to multitasking). Maybe it's time to pick up the next Peter Wimsey.

Kdramas/Cdramas
I'm losing steam on The Red Sleeve. I feel like I still don't have a clear idea of the plot, and all the backstabbing politics makes me want to back away. I think these palace intrigue only works for me when the main characters have solid friendships to rely on (ie, undyingly loyal guards, etc). Otherwise it's like living on quicksand.

Absolute Value of Romance -- disaster probably averted! I am still loving this enormously, and I still believe my preferred outcome is possible.

The Spirealm (Cdrama) -- a few episodes in, neither of the main characters has really grabbed me, and there's a lot of horror plot, which isn't what I watch Asian dramas for. Idk.

Love Scout -- resumed with Pru last night, yayay! This romance drama shines. It's serious and playful, dorky and grown-up. The two leads make an amazing team and really seem to respect and like each other, and the chemistry is so good.

Other TV
We finished Deadloch season 2, which was confusing but really fun. Hopefully there'll be more! Still going on People of Earth.

Raced through The Lincoln Lawyer season 4, which was great. I enjoyed it a lot more than the previous season, I don't know why. Everyone seemed on top form, and it was really nice having Maggie (Neve Campbell) take on a bigger role.

Finished Rooster last night. That was a fun show. I went back and forth on whether it was coming from a liberal-self-parody or conservatives-poking-fun-at-liberals stance. But it mostly worked regardless. Steve Carrell is very watchable.

My sister came over for Fringe on Wednesday, but I'd misplaced the DVD, so we watched the first two episodes of White Collar instead (the pilot is such good TV!!), along with our usual Bluey. With White Collar, I kept going, "I used that clip in a vid, oh, and that one was in a different vid," which made it hard to sink into the story. A good illustration of how I can "wear out" canon. /o\

Andrew and I watched The Odd Couple on DVD -- a great character piece, very stage play, lots of fun.

Audio entertainment
Writing Excuses, Cross Party Lines, Dreaming Against the Machine (with Adam Becker), some Letters from an American.

Online life
The 520 Day Guardian Reverse Exchange is in the run-up to reveals, so lots of modding. I'm loving [community profile] 3weeks4dreamwidth this year (does it have to end?), and I have a couple of memes to catch up on.

Writing/making things
My 520 Day gift is polished and done (though today I thought of one line I might need to tweak). Next up, I'm planning to return to my Yuletide fic and actually finish it this time, but I'll wait till the intense modding period has passed. In the meantime, what are the chances of banging out a flashfic for [community profile] fan_flashworks? I'd say about 50-50.

Life/health/mental state things
[Frothing at the mouth about NZ politics redacted.] I went to the School Strike 4 Climate protest today. I didn't know anyone else there, so I asked a couple of friendly older-looking people if I could walk with them, and we chatted as we went and did our best to avoid being blasted by the megaphones.

This sign reminded me of [personal profile] mific and [personal profile] princessofgeeks, so I had to take a photo:



ION, my shoulder/neck area is still pretty sore. Why are bodies?

House
The work in the kitchen is finished! Which means I should reconstruct everything -- put all the knickknacks back and so on. Yeah... (I really need to organise all my various recycling things. Atm, I get a drift of clean deconstructed tetrapacks in one corner, and soft plastic recycling spilling over in another.)

Language Learning
Today is day 18 of Chinese on Duolingo and Hello Chinese. I got a free week of premium on Duolingo, so I've been focusing on that and just revising the free stuff on Hello Chinese (numbers 1 to 10, and the 10 most common words/characters), but I'm thinking of getting some paid time on Hello Chinese after that. I should figure out how to type characters on my desktop. And I keep meaning to make some character charts to hang on the bathroom wall for toothbrush-time study.

I just added 中文 to my computer so now I can type!


这是我的猫。我的猫不说中文。我的猫喜欢我。我也喜欢我的猫。你喜欢猫吗?Look, I just made 五 sentences! ;-)

Good things
Protests and community. Introverted friends and TV dates. Biking and biking weather. New Zealand butter. Weekends. Kdramas. Fandom. 520 Day. Zhao Yunlaaaaan. Andrew and Halle. Steamed BBQ pork buns.

Poll #34593 Circus
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 40


Your ideal circus job

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acrobat
5 (12.5%)

knife-thrower
9 (22.5%)

lion tamer
7 (17.5%)

trapeze artist
2 (5.0%)

ringmaster
5 (12.5%)

clown
2 (5.0%)

other
9 (22.5%)

ticky-box full of minotaurs and string
13 (32.5%)

ticky-box full of eight hours' sleep, applied intravenously
31 (77.5%)

ticky-box full of eight-legged horses
8 (20.0%)

ticky-box full of artistic tigers reciting poetry
20 (50.0%)

ticky-box full of hugs
31 (77.5%)

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([personal profile] troisoiseaux May. 14th, 2026 06:35 pm)
In War and Peace, Natasha and Andrei have fallen in love and gotten engaged at great speed, although on the promise to Andrei's father that they won't get married for a year, and will keep their engagement secret for that year, which will cause absolutely no problems whatsoever. :) :) :) Natasha's first ball is one of the scenes I'd remembered fondly from my first read-through, ~10 years ago— Tolstoy is just so good at evoking the feeling of experiencing feelings (here, the deadly seriousness of preparing for, and giddy excitement of attending, Baby's First Big Grown-Up Social Event) and, between Natasha and Kitty in Anna Katerina, I feel like he's surprisingly good at writing teenage girls? On the other hand, I had not recalled the twin plot threads of Andrei and Pierre both trying to engage with reform via committee: in Andrei's case, advocating for military reform, through which efforts he quickly becomes besties with but just as quickly disillusioned with (I'm sensing a pattern/foreshadowing here) an upstart statesman; in Pierre's, getting really invested in the mission and mysteries of the Freemasons and trying to convince his fellow Freemasons, who view it more as a social networking club, to take it equally seriously.

I've started reading Madly, Deeply, the edited and published collection of Alan Rickman's diaries, 1993-2015; so far, his 1993 entries have been a blur of names and references that I mostly don't recognize— main plot threads of 1993 are a failed bid to acquire a theater(?) and shambles on the set of the movie Mesmer— but it is delightful whenever someone I do recognize pops up (so far, Fiona Shaw— who he refers to as "Fifi"— and Ian McKellen). I'm also delighted by his frequent mini-reviews of random movies: "Jurassic Park— what the hell is the plot? Great dinosaurs." and "Sleepless in Seattle— halfway through I think 'I was in this movie'" (followed by editor's note: "He wasn't").
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([personal profile] blotthis May. 14th, 2026 01:14 pm)
I'm still reteaching myself how to read, but I did get through Charmed Life in about a day last week.

Huh! I've definitely read this book at least three times, but it slides right out of my brain after. I remembered that Gwendolen burned up her brother's lives in a matchbook, but which Chrestomanci that brother turned out to be, and how she did it, and why, or what anyone did about it--simply could not remember. Having just reread it, I think that might be because the book's a bit of a muddle.

Spoilers )
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([personal profile] settiai May. 14th, 2026 12:08 am)
In tonight's game, the rest under a cut for those who don't care. )

And that's where we left off.

This is our song for me and MyGuy. When we met in 1977, we both lived right on Lake Mendota. We walked everywhere — fortunately, Madison is a lovely city for strolling.

Listen on YouTube or stream it here )

The cool thing is we actually did talk about all the things in these lyrics

Wouldn’t it be nice to walk together
Baring our souls while wearing out the leather
We could talk shop, harmonize a song
Wouldn’t it be nice to walk along

I’ll show you houses of architectural renown
Some are still standing, some have fallen down
Farm houses buried under Canada’s snow
Spanish villas on the Boulevards of Mexico

And I’ll learn to tell the ash from the oak
And if you don’t know I won’t make no joke
We’ll climb to the top to view the world from above
Or carve our initials in the trunk like teenagers in love

And when we get hungry we’ll stop to eat
Gotta think of our stomachs and rest our feet
If we get thirsty we’ll have a drink or two
In a mountain top bar with a mountain top view

And when we get tired we’ll stop to rest
And if you still want to talk you can bare your breast
If it’s Winter and cold we’ll take a rooming-house room
If it’s Summer and warm we’ll sleep under the moon

And we’ll talk about the sports we played
‘Bout the time you got busted or the time I got laid
We’ll talk blood and how we were bred
Talk about the folks both living and dead

This song like this walk I find hard to end
Be my lover or be my friend
In sneakers or boots or regulation shoes
Walking beside you I’ll never get the walking blues.

https://www.mcgarrigles.com/music/dancer-with-bruised-knees/walking-song

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([personal profile] mergatrude May. 12th, 2026 02:48 pm)
Work has been...interesting. The University Council imploded and most of the Ministerially appointed Council members have resigned. This is hopeful! Those of us who work in School offices have been given a reprieve from being centralised, at least until after results processing in June. All my fingers and toes are crossed.

Currently listening to Cinder House by Freya Marske, as recced by some of you here, and it's very compelling.

Watching ridiculous cartoons with the dude: Regular Show: The Lost Tapes, also trying to get through S7 of Rick and Morty. We rewatched Muppet Treasure Island on the weekend.

Sunday was an absolutely glorious day - the kind of day where you wander about being amazed at how beautiful the world is.
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([personal profile] skygiants May. 11th, 2026 08:36 pm)
I don't know that Angela Thirlwell's Rosalind: A Biography of Shakespeare's Immortal Heroine was particularly mind-blowing for me as a text in terms of new knowledge or insights on As You Like It. However, it certainly was satisfying for me to read, in the way it is always satisfying to read a book with someone who passionately agrees with you about a mildly contrarian fannish opinion, like:

Angela Thirlwell: I simply think Rosalind is the absolute top-tier Shakespeare heroine
Me [nodding vigorously]: How true!
Angela Thirlwell: she is so witty and clever and in absolute total narrative control of her text and also doing gender like nobody else in Shakespeare
Me [nodding vigorously]: I think everyone who puts on an As You Like It should read your book!
Angela Thirwell: and As You Like It is a brilliant work that hangs together brilliantly in its entirety
Me [nodding en--pausing]: well I'm not sure I agree entirely with that
Angela Thirlwell: and here's my chapter on Rosalind's Daughters which includes every literary heroine I've ever loved. Elizabeth Bennet is kind of a Rosalind when you think about it.
Me [nodding politely]: I see, I see. Do you have any evidence for that?
Angela Thirlwell: Well, no. But! I believe it in my heart. Because Rosalind is the best!
Me [nodding vigorously]: She's the best!

The part that was probably most interesting for me in terms of actual new thoughts about Rosalind and As You Like It was the contextualization of the play in in terms of when, exactly, it was written, and what other plays it sits alongside in its canonical period, including some that are relatively unfamiliar to me -- I don't actually have a great constant sense in my head of Shakespeare's timeline (other than the obvious TEMPEST IS THE LAST) and the Great Chronological DWJ Project has made me much more interested in tracing the way a train of thought evolves over the course of somebody's work. It's interesting to see Rosalind and Viola as different ways of working out a concept that begins all the way back in Two Gentlemen of Verona; Thirlwell makes much of the fact that Viola is stressed and and serious and poetic whereas Rosalind is almost always speaking in comic prose, and takes charge of her own epilogue. Indeed she never forgets to remind us that Rosalind has the epilogue. You can tell what Thirlwell's favorite bits of the play are because she will quote them at least times in the text in order to prove five different points, blissfully unconcerned with repetition. I personally did not need to return quite so many times to the Bay of Portugal but I guess even the fact that Rosalind speaks the greatest percentage of her play of any Shakespeare heroine [good for her!] does not provide that many Rosalind lines to quote from.

Anyway. Do I think you ought to read this book if not for the pleasure of nodding vigorously along with various enthusiastic statements about Rosalind? Like, do I think it will transform you into a person who nods vigorously along with enthusiastic statements about Rosalind, if you were not one previously? Who could say! Report back if you find out!
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([personal profile] china_shop May. 11th, 2026 11:45 am)
One week after our epic drive to charge my car battery, it's flat again, even with the trickle charger installed. I got up early to take it down to the mechanic for its Warrant of Fitness, and nope. (So they came and collected it.)

Update: Apparently a new battery will hold its charge better, so. That. Plus they're going to replace the broken latch on the boot (AKA trunk), which will mean I'll actually be able to access it for things like groceries. Luxury! (Assuming I ever drive again, who even knows at this point.) Anyway.

At this stage it feels like my car is higher maintenance than anything else in my life except for my body. ;-p
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([personal profile] troisoiseaux May. 10th, 2026 10:19 am)
Read Sounds Like Titanic by Jessica Chiccehitto Hindman, a memoir of her time - as a young, desperate aspiring violinist - playing violin in a fake orchestra that toured the U.S. (and, briefly, China) while "doing the Milli Violini", i.e., the instrumental version of lip-synching to a recorded CD. It's also a memoir of the cultural shift/dissonance of post-9/11 America ("The desire for postdisaster control was so strong in the years [Hindman] worked for the Ensemble, the years 2002-2006, that even the slightest sound of a pennywhistle was soothing") and of what she describes as life in the body, a theme encompassing everything from the way that being A Violin Player was an escape from and defense against the pressures of being A Teenage Girl, to the panic disorder ("disaster-brain") she developed while on the aforementioned U.S. tour. Engagingly written; had a lot going on in a relatively slim memoir - shuffling between circa-1990s backstory, the circa-2000s "main plot", and contextual/reflective interludes like a deck of cards - but it worked.

Read Sunburn by Chloe Michelle Howarth, queer coming-of-age in early 1990s rural Ireland; I liked this a lot but don't have much to say about it. Would recommend if you enjoy intense teen girl friendships-to-lovers, complicated relationships with one's mother, Catholic guilt, and slow-burn emotional/personal growth.

* Actually finished both on Saturday, after starting on Friday and Thursday, respectively ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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([personal profile] jesse_the_k May. 9th, 2026 06:44 pm)

It’s been three weeks since Shadow’s freedom day, after eight weeks of crate rest to ensure no stray heartworms clogged up his blood supply.

I’d hoped that on 15 April he’d spurt out the back door and explore every blade of grass and clump of dirt in our back yard. Instead, he’s deliberately lowering his DEFCON level in response to gentle encouragement and constant treats.

Recent achievements:

  • Leaving his crate and curling up in his own bed at the foot of ours. (He loves his crate; we only close the door when we leave him in the house)
  • Responding to my Shadow, come! by moving to me and sitting within easy reach of my treat-filled fingers.
  • Walking on our nearby bike path, which offers humans of all ages, other dogs, bicycles, ebikes, emotos, skateboards, power scooters — in general a hell of a lot of stimulation.
  • Walking briskly without stopping to sniff, attached to my powerchair (MyGuy transfers the connection from his lead to mine after we’ve left the house, because the ramp exit is super narrow.)
  • Permitting me to scratch his butt while MyGuy fondles his ears.
  • Meeting two of the gentler neighborhod dogs — just nose to nose; hasn’t done the full tip-to-tail sniff
  • Very politely greeting visitors, sniffing their fingers and returning to his crate.

Slow but steady, in the correct direction.

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([personal profile] skygiants May. 9th, 2026 09:47 am)
I have succumbed to peer pressure and started rereading Robin Hobb's Farseer trilogy -- well that's not true, I have reread the first book, Assassin's Apprentice, and told myself [lying] I PROBABLY won't go on from here, I just want to remember what's what! But it seems I will in fact be going on from here because to my surprise I thought Assassin's Apprentice was better than I expected or indeed remembered it being and now I want to get to the Liveship Traders trilogy, which is the one I actually actively remember as being good [citation: fourteen-year-old Becca, a notoriously unreliable narrator as we have many times established.]

The thing is I essentially remembered nothing about Assassin's Apprentice because at the time I read it I didn't really know the narrative value of the fraught emotional bond between a protagonist and their mediocre-to-bad mentor and Assassin's Apprentice is NOTHING but mediocre-to-bad mentors. This book is chockablock full of problematic adults intensely projecting their various personal traumas and failures on our young protagonist and attempting to extend him care and guidance through these various highly distorted lenses, and unfortunately their best at its best is never very good but you can't say they're not trying: not really appealing to me at fourteen but delicious to me at forty.

Assassin's Apprentice begins with the arrival of our protagonist on a royal doorstep, age sixish: this kid is the illegitimate son of the famously upright, faithful, virtuous, happily married, non-slutty heir to the throne, Prince Chivalry, and his unknown relatives have decided that it's time for the child to be Chivalry's problem. This immediately and publicly blows up the entire political situation in the country, as Chivalry and his wife subsequently remove themselves from the line of succession and retire to a remote country estate without ever interacting with the child in question.

So that's Fitz, a kid with no official status who's a walking Weird Situation For Everyone. As for his various mediocre mentors, we've got:

Burrich, who was Chivalry's overwhelmingly devoted right-hand man, and due to a one-two-three punch of inconveniently timed injury/Fitz's arrival/Chivalry's retirement has found himself demoted from Heroic Hand of the Heir to the Throne to local stablemaster and accidental foster parent to the kid who blew up his life and his boss'

Chade, the king's assassin, who started from a similar position to Fitz and has been tasked by the king with molding Fitz into just as useful a tool for the royal dynasty as Chade has been for all these years

Verity, Fitz's uncle and the new responsible-but-overwhelmed heir to the throne, a pleasant and dutiful man with minimal emotional intelligence, who is always sort of absently nice to Fitz until the Kingdom's Problems start Eating Him Alive and suddenly things become enjoyably fraught as the potential increasingly arises that perhaps the Kingdom's Problems would eat Verity alive a little less if he let them eat Fitz alive a little more, but he is not going to do that! because he has ethics! but they both know that the possibility is there!!

Lady Patience, Chivalry's wife, who shows up midway through the book when Fitz is a teenager like 'oops possibly this child should have been parented by us? who says you can't fix the failures of the past! I'm doing it right now!'

What I find charming about Lady Patience in particular is that it's really obvious that to Chivalry she was his beautiful carefree manic pixie dream girl and to everyone else she is a nightmare. In fact all these people are sort of nightmares, and they all do care deeply about Fitz, and are also all failing him in important ways that have to do with their own deeply personal blind spots. The book's strength is in the evenhanded way it looks at these people and their strengths and their failures, and lets both the love and the mistakes matter equally.

The book's weakness is in that Robin Hobb apparently decided that since she had all these deeply flawed sympathetic characters, she also needed some actual villains that no one could possibly feel sympathetic about. There's an evil prince who wants to usurp the throne, and there are also some evil pirates who are kidnapping people from the kingdom and turning them into Soulless Monsters, or rather what [personal profile] blotthis accurately describes as video game NPCs that you don't need to feel bad about killing. The fact that Hobb goes to great lengths to explain how everyone is very distraught about the situation and does some failed experiments to ensure that there's no way to turn these people back from being soulless monsters and you really truly don't need to feel bad about killing them really just makes it worse.

Also, I think it's important to note that Robin Hobb really is better than most of her peers at thinking about the practical requirements of domestic animals in a Nineties Eurofantasy environment; the proper care of horses and dogs forms a significant underlying element of the book and occasionally becomes a major plot point, especially since Fitz's Special Secret Skill is dog telepathy [Burrich thinks From Personal Experience this is an evil perversion that will ruin Fitz's life and that he must train out of Fitz as much as possible] [this is definitely not a metaphor for anything] [Robin Hobb wants to know how you could you possibly ask that]. Anyway the flip side of this is that Robin Hobb will Not hesitate to kill a puppy. Never think she won't do it. She has a knife to another puppy's throat right now. spoilers )
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([personal profile] snickfic May. 8th, 2026 09:47 pm)
I've had these saved for two years. 🙈 They're good ones though, I promise!

Welcome Home by [archiveofourown.org profile] tuesday, Anaconda (Movies), Terri & Sarone, 1.5k. In the aftermath of their escape, Terri is haunted by dreams. I love the slow creep of weird shit getting weirder and weirder, starting with the dreams of Sarone and the friendly snakes. There's this kind of delicious ambiguity around what exactly is happening to her, but I really like that, that it's this complex tangle of effects that can't be broken down into nice simple strands.

Rabbit Heart by [archiveofourown.org profile] tangentti, The Descent, Sarah & Juno, 5k. Instead of going caving, the group goes hiking in a Norwegian forest, or, a Ritual AU. I had never noticed how similar the setups are, but Sarah and Juno and the crew fit right in where the guys were in The Ritual. Both groups even fight a monster!The uncanny forest with its Loki and its ancient worshippers is ultimately just as hostile as the cave system, even if somewhat less claustrophobic.

remote by the sea by [archiveofourown.org profile] fullborn, Apostle (2018), Malcolm & Thomas, 900 words. The Prophet witnesses his God. The island grows. I love these two very different perspectives on what Thomas has become. It feels like Malcolm hasn't changed in the least, hasn't learned anything, is just projecting all his spiritual need onto a new object now. And then that POV flip to Thomas is SO good.

How Does Your Garden Grow by [archiveofourown.org profile] scioscribe, Miss Marple - Agatha Christie, Jane Marple, 3k. Miss Marple knew all about gardens. The art of growing things—all manner of things—was ancient. Often it was peculiar, as well. An eldritch body horror murder mystery, what a delicious combination of things. I had no idea Jane Marple folk horror was something I needed in my life, but I so did, and the horror plot is so creepy and great.

The Ship of Theseus Has Run Aground by [archiveofourown.org profile] psychomachia, The Thing, 3k. MacReady survives the events of Outpost 31. At least, he thinks he did. What a great coda to the film. The central worry in the movie is, who ELSE is a shapeshifting alien, but this really gets to the heart of things: am I a shapeshifting alien? I really like how spare the writing is, stripped down to the essentials of each scene, and how that kind of accentuates the unease and paranoia. Great stuff.
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([personal profile] marina May. 8th, 2026 11:15 pm)
On the personal front, I've been low-grade sick for a while. health stuff )

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So, I watched S2 of The Pitt and I have thoughts. A lot of them are thinky thoughts about meta narratives and, because I enjoy the show so much, where I think it does poorly, so you know. FYI this is the content below the cut.

spoilers for The Pitt S2 )
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([personal profile] china_shop May. 9th, 2026 09:49 am)
I was telling my sister how the Chinese for "New Zealander" is:

新 = Chinese for "new"
西兰 = transliteration of "Zealand"
人 = Chinese for "person"

She pointed out the same is true in French:

Nouvelle = French for "new"
Zéland = transliteration
-aise = suffix for "person from"

In Korean, the "New" part of "New Zealander" is included in the transliteration, and the "er" becomes "인" (person from): 뉴질랜드인

This is all especially entertaining since our "Zealand" is an anglicisation of "Zeeland", which itself, according to wikipedia, 'consists of a number of islands and peninsulas (hence its name, meaning "Sealand")'. Transliterations of transliterations of transliterations!

Anyway, now I'm curious about "New Zealander" in other languages. If you speak another language, how much of the term is translated and how much transliterated?
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([personal profile] china_shop May. 9th, 2026 09:04 am)
Via [personal profile] maevedarcy. I changed it a little to suit myself, so maybe take the code from over there. Answers are not deeply considered, and are open to review.

The Characters: Superlatives
Rules: Choose one piece of media (book, tv show, movie, video game, whatever), then answer the questions.

I choose... Guardian

The questions
:
Most likely to be unemployed: Sang Zan (if the SID didn't exist) or Da Qing
Most likely to do drugs at work: Wang Zheng
Most likely to get caught breaking the law: I'd say Lin Jing, except that he didn't get caught sneaking around for ages; Changcheng wouldn't break the law (except under orders); Zhao Yunlan, Chu Shuzhi, Da Qing, Wang Zheng and Sang Zan wouldn't get caught; Shen Wei kind of is the law. By process of elimination, that leaves Zhu Hong, but I'm not super convinced.
Most likely to do crime and escape unscathed: Da Qing, especially if the crime involved food, or Chu Shuzhi
Most likely to commit arson: Ye Huo (cheaty answer); Zhu Hong with the power of her fierce glare
Most likely to get scammed: Guo Changcheng
Most likely to lose their cool in an emergency: Guo Changcheng
Most likely to have a threesome: three-way tie between Lin Jing, Wang Zheng, and pre-Shen Wei Zhao Yunlan (but not with each other)
Most likely to sleep with their ex: Wang Zheng
Most likely to forget someone's name during sex: pre-Shen Wei Zhao Yunlan
Most likely to lie to their friends about something they did: three-way tie between Zhao Yunlan, Lin Jing, Shen Wei
Most likely to have a one-night stand: It's easier to list those who wouldn't: Shen Wei, Guo Changcheng, Da Qing
Most likely to get caught having sex in public: Zhao Yunlan
Most likely to marry someone they just met: contemporary Zhao Yunlan, YOHE Shen Wei
Most likely to fake their own death: Zhao Yunlan
Most likely to forget the name of a person they hooked up with: pre-Shen Wei Zhao Yunlan
Most likely to make a sex tape: Lin Jing (for science!)
Most likely to join the Mile-High Club: Zhao Yunlan or Lin Jing
Most likely to bring up astrology to explain literally everything: Wang Zheng
Most likely to have a crush on three people at the same time: Lin Jing
Most likely to win at trivia: Lin Jing
Most likely to know zero memes: Shen Wei
Most likely to start a band just for the aesthetic: Zhu Hong
Most likely to flirt their way out of trouble: Zhao Yunlan
Most likely to end up in a news headline: any and all of them
Most likely to open a PowerPoint presentation about why they deserve the last slice of pizza: Lin Jing (I was going to say Da Qing, but he would consider the ppt beneath him, and just take the pizza as his right.)
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