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valinor spider party ([personal profile] aria) wrote2010-12-16 10:50 pm

not a tame lion

Re: delicious shutting down, I am mildly heartbroken because it warms my fuzzy organizational heart, and massively heartbroken because [a] it's such a lovely convenient way to find fic by specifics like pairing! and [b] I'll be honest, one of my favorite features was the ability to plug in the URL for one of my fics and see the notes people had made on it. However, all is not lost! I've seen these links around, but I figured I'd signal-boost: go here to export your own delicious bookmarks so at least you won't lose years' accumulation of favorite fics, and go here for some encouraging brainstorming on the subject of a possible fan-friendly delicious clone.

Re: other things I am doing to cheer myself up, at the moment I am eating chocolate, as you do, and watching Narnia films, ostensibly in preparation for seeing Dawn Treader sometime in the next few days. The funny thing is that I have to be sure to really make time to watch the Narnia movies, because I am so FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS about them. Seriously, I cry all the way through The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. Why? I'm not even sure! I sort of waffle between whether Lewis or Tolkien is responsible for my first really fannish whatever, because I made my mum endlessly reread The Hobbit to me when I was four and I had a hilarious Elven Mary Sue when I was ten (alas, she never made it to paper, but she was BFFs with Frodo and had a romance with Faramir and Eowyn's son, it was awesome); on the other hand, I actually remember having ~theories~ about the Narnia books when they were first being read to me, and I still vividly recall the sheer joyful anticipation of a week in first grade when my family had ordered the BBC Narnia series and I could watch them ALL THE TIME, and I believed in Aslan so, so much. Basically what this means is that when I watch these new films and they are all pure and earnest and Aslan resurrects triumphantly as the dawn breaks behind him, I am damn well going to happily cry all over everything.

Do -- do any of you get all FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS about Narnia? Surely this is at least somewhat a shared experience.

Re: Yuletide: AHAHAHA WHAT YULETIDE, WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY BE TALKING ABOUT, FUCK OFF, I AM WATCHING NARNIA FILMS.
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[personal profile] sophia_sol 2010-12-17 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I TOTALLY get all FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS about Narnia. It is weird; I came to Narnia a lot later than most people, I think, because the first time I tried (in grade...4, I think? Although maybe I'm totally wrong and it was quite a few years earlier. My memories are being distinctly unhelpful in getting pieces of timeline to agree with each other) I got massively freaked out and couldn't enjoy it. But I tried again later and despite being older than the usual, I fell wholeheartedly in love, and reread them about a billion times each (though call it only a million for Magician's Nephew and Last Battle, which I simply couldn't love as much as the others), and cared desperately about all of the characters, and ASLAN, yes, and -- BASICALLY I LOVE THEM IS WHAT I'M SAYING.

Also now I need to rewatch LW&W, goddamn.
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[personal profile] sophia_sol 2010-12-17 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I know EXACTLY what freaked me out: the golden pool that I harped on so much in my reaction post to the movie. Because -- it looked so INNOCENT! ANY POOL OR LAKE OR STREAM OR WHATEVER COULD SECRETLY BE ABLE TO TURN ME INTO GOLD, AND I WOULD NEVER KNOW UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE AND I WAS DEAD! Yeah. I never believed in Aslan, but BY GUM I believed in the golden pool.
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[personal profile] jumpuphigh 2010-12-17 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
I &hearts &hearts &hearts Narnia. When I saw this most recent "The Lion, the Witch & the Wardrobe", I was spell-bound. It was like the casting director reached into my 8-year old mind and cast my mental images of the characters. And Aslan - *sob*. I love him so very much.
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[personal profile] epershand 2010-12-17 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
I have SO MANY FEELINGS about Narnia. It causes my CAPSLOCK key to TOGGLE on and OFF, as you may have noticed from a recent post of mine...
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[personal profile] epershand 2010-12-17 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY!!!

And wow, that is really fascinating. Now I need to re-watch!
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[personal profile] yasaman 2010-12-17 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
Narnia gives me a lot of FEELINGS too, though rather more conflicted. I've never gone back to reread, as I suspect I would be rather disillusioned with the whole allegory aspect. Also, I will never ever get over Susan being left behind and losing everything. There's just no consolation for that.

I also hate the whole train crash thing, because I've never been entirely satisfied with the sense that only Narnia is Real and Important while England and everything the Pevensies do there is inconsequential. While I have problems with Pullman's His Dark Materials series, I did much prefer Pullman's alternative of humans building a Republic of Heaven in the here and now.
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[personal profile] amber 2010-12-17 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
yes, Narnia gives me loads of feelings and the new movies often cause me to cry inexplicably. I love Edmund's journey in Wardrobe, and then Lucy's in Caspian, and Susan's unwritten one after the series is over. Just thinking about The Last Battle can bring me to the verge of tears, actually.
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-17 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
and I still vividly recall the sheer joyful anticipation of a week in first grade when my family had ordered the BBC Narnia series and I could watch them ALL THE TIME

we (there are four of us and we ALL love them) freaking WORE THOSE TAPES OUT. they're so good/amusingly bad, Aria, they're so awesome. SO GOOD. I can quote them still. (DID YOU KNOW Tom Baker played Puddleglum?! Also, Warwick Davis played Reepicheep and Glimfeather in the BBC versions, and he played Nikabrik in the new Caspian? ISN'T IT ODD THAT I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT THIS.) I have read the books a few times, but I think a good bit of my attachment does come from the BBC because those serials were awesome.

also they didn't feel the need to put extra plot in Voyage of the Dawn Treader. I'm really stressed out about this bonust plot, Aria. also why do they keep having the White Witch, I know Tilda Swinton is cool and everything, but it's going to be really confusing in the Silver Chair when suddenly the Green Witch is the problem.

I totally feel your feelings about LOTR/The Hobbit vs Narnia, too. The Hobbit was the first chapter book I remember reading and it was like, my favourite book for years and years and years, I read the cover off it and still know the riddle scene and then the movies were a crystallising fannish experience for me and a big part of my teen years. I FEEL YOU ARIA. I FEEL YOU. (also I feel you re: yuletide. aaaah.)

OH I CAN'T DECIDE WHETHER TO USE MY CRAPPY ROLEMODELS ICON OR MY CRAPPY FANTASY PRIDE ICON SO TORN.
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-17 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
OH WEIRDEST NARNIA FEELING: you know at the end of Prince Caspian (new version) where they played that Regina Spektor song? EVEN THOUGH that moment was a) weird, Susan/Caspian, what's with that and b) just kinda awkward!, THAT SONG NOW MAKES ME CRY AND FEEL NARNIA FEELINGS. and think about peter and susan and edmund and lucy. and how they're heroes. and how they would feel if they met harry potter (my inner soul is FULL of hideous crossovers.) and how Dairine would feel if she met them (SEE) which she could do because the YW multiverse is totally the everything-exists-somewhere kind.
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-18 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE ABOUT DIGORY AND POLLY AND NARNIA'S CHOICE. I actually don't think Digory bringing in Jadis makes it all that bad, he's sort of like whatsisface in Holiday. With the Unfortunate Relationship with Hot Hot Evil. (IDK about Peter and Susan but Edmund MUST be a wizard and he gets OVERSHADOWED and then! Oh man Lewis' obsession with Sexy Seductress Evil becomes much better when you read it through a YW lens!) You could in a way construct pre-LWW Narnia as being in the opposite state to the one the Alaalids are in in WH - stuck in this kind of overshadowed space because of an unfortunate problem with their original choice that let in Jadis only instead of lounging around in a meadow somewhere, it's ice palaces and turning people into stone. (Like all the Alaalids in the cavern! I'm starting to think there are significant influences there. Esemeli's so often described as having an icy beauty!)
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-18 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
DO IT ARIA, DO IT.

&edmund;

(Anonymous) 2010-12-20 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
I want to see this fic so much, no lie.
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[personal profile] jolly_utter 2010-12-17 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I have this elaborate vision, actually, of Four and Adric and Nyssa and Tegan AND JILL AND EUSTACE all having space adventures. Jill and Tegan get on well. Adric and Eustace are really awkward around each other, and Eustace has a crush on Nyssa. It's great.

<3333333 Write this, please? =D
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-18 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
""But Aria, those movies are awful"

Uh, no!

IA completely in the way the oldschool delivery threatens to overshadow the new versions' in the head. Things like - you know that bit when Peter kills Maugrim in LWW? And in the BBC movie they've, like, put a red gel over the camera lens? I WANTED IT TO BE RED IN THE NEW MOVIE. I was like, where is the melodramatic music. (SPEAKING OF MUSIC !!!!!)

JILL AND EUSTACE need space adventures SO BAD. They'd actually be awesome at them, look at how well they do in (the only good bits of) The Last Battle.

Also I completely know what you mean about Edmund's issues. It's just! Eustace has issues too you know!

*CHILDHOOD FANNISH GLEE HIGH FIVE BACK*
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[personal profile] labellementeuse 2010-12-18 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
OKAY THE EMBED DIDN'T WORK HERE TRY THIS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-gxEk51OQs&feature=related
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[personal profile] alpheratz 2010-12-17 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I have so many FEELINGS about Narnia. I had the first three at home (the chronological order - The Magician's Nephew, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, and The Horse and His Boy) in one big volume and I was forever borrowing the rest of them from my friends in second and third grade. I don't know why my parents didn't get the other books for me - maybe it was one of those things you couldn't get in Moscow in the early 1990s. I had a pretty huge library but I don't think I had any books that didn't originally belong to my parents.

I don't have FEELINGS about the movies, though. The first one was pretty good but they just didn't do as good as job with them as Peter Jackson did with LotR.
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[personal profile] alpheratz 2010-12-17 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I saw Fellowship of the Rings before I read the books, so that may have something to do with it. It'll be interesting to see how I feel about the Hobbit movie, since I read that book around age 8, same as Narnia, and loved it desperately. The Narnia movies are pretty, but I'd had a relationship with the books for fifteen years, and it's hard to rival that.
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[personal profile] sentientcitizen 2010-12-17 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I have FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS about Narnia. I cry at the stone table scene and at irregular other intervals and even though the latest movie was not quite so much my favourite I still couldn't stop grinning and, in fact, teared up when they first found themselves on the ship because, NARNIA! We're back in NARNIA and it's NARNIA and and and NARNIA!

They were also definitely my first fannish obsession. I belived in Aslan so much it was kind of hilarious, only it worried my parents rather a lot and they had to have several Very Serious Discussions with me about how We Know Narnia Isn't Real, Don't We? and I developed a primitive theory of Pascal's wager with which to rebut them (Yes, Probably, But Do We Want To Risk Missing Our Chance To Go There?) and basically I'm probably lucky I didn't end up in therapy, and also they still like to make fun of me about it. *laughs* Even when I stopped believing that Narnia had any kind of objective reality, those books still shaped my theology a startling amount right up until the day I realised I was an athiest... even BEFORE I realised it was All an Allegory For the Bible. (And didn't I feel foolish when someone finally pointed that out to me, all those years later.)
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[personal profile] sentientcitizen 2010-12-17 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Dawn Treader is by far my favourite of the books, unless I have read the Last Battle more recently, in which case the Last Battle is my favourite. (I am given to understand that I am pretty much the only person in the world who feels this way about Last Battle, mind.)

THE POINT IS, I love the Dawn Treader book, and I did enjoy the movie! So you might too! Although. I am actually slightly less fond of it in hindsight, mind, thanks to Sophia pointing out how they took Lucy's sole moment of agency. The fuckers. *sigh* BUT while I was watching it, aside from a few excessivly cheesy moments that totally made me sporfle (SEVEN SWORDS, guys! SO IMPORTANT!) I was mostly just sucked into the PRETTY and the NARNIA and the REEPICHEEP OMG. (There is nothing at all not to love about Reepicheep in the movie, which is good because he is my favourite non-Pevensie character an all seven books.) It's not as good as, er, either of the other movies, but it's still a good romp. And. The pretty. My god, I could waste hours of squee on the costumes alone, never mind the wonderfull special effects. *happy sigh*

I told my parents pretty much everything, but I think in this specific case they found out because I told my friend Steph all about my grand plans to get into Narnia, and she told her Mum, and our Mums were best friends at the time, and... yup.

I was raised in an ostensibly Christian family (although now that I'm older I realise that Mum's an Easter-and-Christmas Christian, and Dad's just generally religious in a I-can't-concieve-of-the-universe-without-God sense but likes the Christian church because it's what he's used to). I... seem to remember my Dad trying to explain the whole stone table = cross thing to me? But I don't recall, you know, caring. Becaue. Aslan! *laughs* Poor Lewis - he'd be so appaled with us.

D'you mind me asking how you ended up in a catholic school, with parents like that?
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[personal profile] sentientcitizen 2010-12-18 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
(Because I am paranoid, I feel to need to clarify that "d'you mind" was an actual question, and the answer can be, "yes, actually, I do" and I will not care.)
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[personal profile] carrieann 2010-12-17 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Delicious is shutting down? Nooo! You're right, it is a totally convient way to find fic by pairing. One of the things I like about delicious is it tells you how many people have tagged a link. I used that both to find the really good fic, and as a bit of a ego boost when I needed it (as in, "x number of people have tagged my fic! :D!")
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[personal profile] genarti 2010-12-17 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I have FEELINGS indeed! Fewer FEELINGS than some friends I know, and I certainly had issues with the allegory once I got old enough to recognize what it was, and there are still some parts I don't like for philosophical reasons and some parts I find just boring (hi, Silver Chair) and some parts I like to write revisionist fic about, but I totally have nostalgic affectionate FEELINGS, and I expect to go see every movie (and judge parts that bug me -- I'm all for adaptations being different from the original as befits the changed medium, but I'm still allowed to get cranky over the changes I dislike). This is one of those canons where if you say "Give me a fic on this, GO!" or "Ramble about your opinion on this thing, GO!" I will always be able to come up with something without any need for canon review or waffling. There's just so much that's appealing in the books.
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[personal profile] genarti 2010-12-17 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Silver Chair is interesting, because there seems to be a big split between people who find it annoying, and people who love and adore it. I think it's just that the aspects many people love aren't big narrative kinks of mine, so I get more annoyed by the bits that I find tedious.

However, that's not to say I don't love lots of aspects of it. The Earthlings, that apocalyptic (euapocalyptic?) ending with the dancing salamanders and living gems, the gut-punch shock of Caspian the old man, the different reactions to eating the Talking Stag, PUDDLEGLUM WHOM I LOVE FOREVER. Puddleglum's speech about living as a Narnian that I hear quoted over and over in the unlikeliest of places, and it totally deserves it.

I mostly just a) got fed up as a child with Eustace and Jill's distractability, although I have more sympathy now, and b) never was convinced enough of Rilian's worth as a king to want to go to all this bother for him except for Caspian's sake. I'm sure he's very lovely and competent when he's not being enchanted to bubbly complacency every day, but we never saw enough of that other side for me to really feel emotionally invested in it.

...So yeah, about that ability to ramble about these books at a moment's notice. *laughing* I COULD TOTALLY GO ON.
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[personal profile] ellen_fremedon 2010-12-17 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I had FEELINGS FEELINGS FEELINGS, and then I found out about the Christian allegory, and then I had FEELINGS OF BETRAYAL and haven't been able to read them since :-/.
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[personal profile] jolly_utter 2010-12-17 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Narnia! =D I don't know how much I've told you about my love for Narnia already, but yes. I read them over and over again (my set was in the published order, not the chronological order, and I used to maintain that the latter was WRONG. Now I am more open-minded.) And I used to pretend to be different characters (mostly Lucy and the girl in 'The Horse and his Boy') and act out scenes. And I don't know how much I believed in Aslan, but I loved the idea of him. I think I heard about the whole Christian allegory bit and thought, 'pfft, people always try to complicate fun things', and then I got a bit older and realized that it's rather blindingly obvious.

I am also super-excited to watch 'Dawn Treader', although I hadn't heard about there being additional plot before. It's good to be forewarned, though I will probably still be upset. Dawn Treader might possibly be my favorite of the books, besides 'Wardrobe', because it has Narnia and a SHIP! And the ending is so gorgeous, and I have such a ridiculous amount of love for Reepicheep. Aaand I should go back to my finals now. =(
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[personal profile] jolly_utter 2010-12-17 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I DON'T KNOW BUT WE SHOULD. Yes, Aravis! And her Calormene girlfriend! I really liked that part of the book. =)

Hmm, I'm not sure I can actually remember the order that things happen in at this point anyway. But still. Why?

Thank you! I'm completely done with one class, and then I have two self-scheduled exams and a paper that's due on Tuesday. But I would be happy for distraction any time you're online! <3
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[personal profile] innocentsmith 2010-12-18 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
This comment is late because, though I was longing to tell you all about my FEEEELINGS about Narnia, I had to keep my head down and finish my DSSS fic. (And now I should really be keeping my head down and finishing my Yuletide fic, but fuck it, NARNIA OMG.)

I don't remember a world before I knew Narnia. My brother and I were totally fannish about that series long before we had any concept of what being a fan was: he had a painting of a blue-eyed lion above his bed, and we argued about favorite scenes and had A Companion to Narnia and made a map which we rolled into a tube shape. (Because clearly, if you can go off one edge of the world and land on the other side in Aslan's Country, well, that means the world is not flat but tubular.)

One of the advantages of having a sibling five and a half years older to analyze stuff with was that I didn't have that, "Wait, Aslan is Jesus?!" moment of disillusionment. I think he did, a bit: he was given to rolling his eyes at the Lamb at the end of Dawn Treader, and I've talked to so many people for whom it kind of ruined the world of the books, but I pretty much took that as a given, and was quite keen for several years on a Christianity wherein you got to have Talking Animals with souls and character backstory for the femme!Devil, and Bacchus and his maenads randomly showing up, and etc. So much more colorful than the vaguely agnostic hippie Christianity I was brought up with!

I tend to like the non-Pevensie-centric books best, which I realize is unusual: I think the character work gets a lot stronger as the books go on (Eustace as the turning point, and then Aravis! Puddleglum! Polly, who sits in the attic drinking ginger beer and writing a novel! And even the Witch is a lot more developed and, IMHO, interesting in Magician's Nephew than in the first book), and the world gets broader. I even have a fondness for lots of bits of The Last Battle, though it's very upsetting to reread. I don't think Lewis hit the mark he was trying for, for all kinds of reasons, but I do kind of admire his ballsiness in presenting the friggin' APOCALYPSE in a kid's book, and doing so with some gusto. (I won't get into the Problem of Susan and my feelings there, because I can go on for hours.) Also I love Puzzle the Donkey - poor woobie antichrist!

I don't think any film adaptation will ever quite work for me - the breaking point for me is always Aslan, who is just never my Aslan - but I do love the look of these movies, and will be going to see the latest as soon as I've got the time and a little cash. I often wish I could vid just so I could vid Narnia. :D